Just because this page is starting to get dusty..

Feels like I haven't written here for months... Not like it matters, though, i just know one (maybe two) people who reads this... Freja I love you girl. So it's almost summer now, and you can definitely feel it. It's warm outside, the green color is everywhere, the flowers are in bloom and there's absolutely love in the air. Yes Tova and Nils, I'm talking about the two of you. And I'll still be alive tomorrow since you don't read this.
Mom is asking me all the time if I feel okay, because obviously I look pale... YEY! But she thinks I'm sick because I called her this morning 'cause I felt sick and my ear hurt.
And now I'm like "OMGEE!!! RAY'S HAIR IN THE "THE GHOST OF YOU" VIDEO! *points*". And Gee is strangling the microphone in the "famous last words" video. *melts*
FREJA! you have to continue the fanfic or I'll steal a firetruck and drive down to Czech rep. and kidnap you! And my computer says that "omgee" isn't a word... IT'S A WORD!! Just as much as Gerard red is a color! Live with it.
okay why is the girl next door in here?! *Paranoia*
Johan is in France... I'm jealous... And mom is humming along with "romance" by mcr... it sort of freaks me out...
Got 180 points on the English test... Of 200 possible points... I'm sort of disappointed... So now I'm annoying mom and dad with mcr songs, and dad says they're just making noise and that it's not music... I threw a mitten on him... HE SAYS GEE IS PATHETIC!!!! now I'm going to make life sour for him... see you later guys.

It's NOT supposed to snow in may..

It's snowing... Or well, it was... I'm too scared to look out of the window because it was fucking snowing earlier and it scared the life out of me... Snow is scary... It's out to get me... *shooting scared looks around me*... IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO SNOW IN MAY! I'm okay with rain and hail, but SNOW?! No thank you!
Been watching MCR videos all morning *blinks a few times*. I want to eat them... YUM! Okay.. maybe not. Don't take this blogpost seriously, I don't know if it's good for either me or you...

You know... You have something in you eye *poke*

Now i have to get going to school, Bye people (first I wrote "Poeple" xD)

damn rainbow...

I want a thunderstorm... BUT ALL I GET IS A FUCKING RAINBOW AND NO UNICORNS!!
*glares at the window*
Yes, Freja, you infected my brain with unicorns...
I want a thunderstorm for my birthday...
...that would be great...

Photos

So I've been taking some photos today because the book I ordered last Monday hasn't made it here yet -.-" So here's some of the pictures

Ida-Maria - The only girl in the world with mascara phobia

It might sound weird for a girl of my age, but I'm actually in some way scared of mascara (and all kinds of makeup). It's a bit weird, 'cause last year I couldn't live without it. It was somewhere around Halloween last year that I stopped using it. It felt unnecessary in some way. But now to my point: Last night was the final of a music competition, and a lot of people I know were in it. It was also a disco so I made my hair wavy. Or well, I didn't, mom helped me, it's not as easy as it seems. And when my hair was done my mom handed me a mascara. My gaze went from the mascara to my mom with an expression that probably said "ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY???!!!". Then she just sighed and said "Come on, Ida. You're going out, it's okay to wear it then." And after a lot of hesitation I put it on and made a mental note NOT to put on eyeliner too. But sure as hell, somehow the eyeliner just ended up in my hand and I put that on too. I know that if I put on mascara, for example, I can't stop putting on other kinds of makeup too, and then I'll end up like I-don't-know-what.

Anyways, the music final was amazing, everyone was awesome. There were five competitors from my class. Hannes - who played all alone, And Sandra, Freddie, Nils and Louise (and Moa, she's not in my class, but she was awesome anyways)- who played together as a group. There were four other groups too, and the winner won 5000 Swedish kronor (SeK). Hannes won, and I'm really happy for that, he deserved it. I have to admit, the first time he played his song I almost cried. It was beautiful.

Now there's just three days to go to my fifteenth birthday. I can't say I'm actually longing for it... I wouldn't mind staying fourteen for another year. I don't like getting older... It just feels like time goes so fast after you're thirteen. I'm not sure I like it. But on some level I have to say it's a little fun with all the presents and stuff. But a real birthday present would be if Silverstein came to Sweden on tour, but we all know that with my luck, that's never going to happen...

bye people