Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

Oh look at that... Isn't that lovely. I don't think Slytherins are that bad, I like green and I'm pretty fond of snakes. Can't say I don't agree. Now I have to clean up that mess beside me... WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW MY CLOTHES OUT ON THE FLOOR?!

APPLES!

I'm going to try to write here more often... Try was the word. Anyways, I changed the design a little. I'm happy with it so I hope it'll work for a while.
Here comes some unnecessary info: I've eaten around 4 apples today. Why? I don't know why. Guess I wanted them... And I want to kill my gmail account. And that, my darlings, is because I hate it. And everytime I log on to this blog that fucking little gmail address is in the right corner of my screen, mocking me for the idiotic mind I had in 6th grade. If someone could tell me how to change it (or delete it and replace it with another one..) I'd be forever thankful. Now you all wonder what the gmail address is, don't you? -.-" Well, we're not having that fun. Deal with it.
Oh yeah, I dropped my phone today too. It fell out of the pocket on the stomach of my shirt and hit the floor with a loud "KRSHSH". Now the vibration won't work. What a joy. Taking it to some kind of phone clinic in town tomorrow, it isn't far from my school and I have a free hour, so all I have to do is hope for them being able to fix it, because IT'S FUCKING DRIVING ME CRAZY.
Anything else I have to tell you except for the fact that my guitarteacher changed the strings on my guitar today and I sort of might've had a I'M-GOING-TO-KILL-YOU!-moment? Yeah, let's just say I hadn't eaten anything since around 12.00 that morning, and the guitar lesson was at 17.10. So my head was a bit of a mess. Hoooowever... I think I'm gonna kill some time with the little detail in life we call sleeping, but first I'm gonna read. Hell I'm going to read, I fucking love this book. Thank you, JW (yep, that's your name here. sounds kind of cool, doesn't it? JW. yup, me like ;) for
indroducing the Bartimaeus Trilogy into my life.

G'night my little monsters <3

this is NOT an autobiography...

During my 15 year old lifetime I've learned to fight for what I believe in, fight for my dreams and live every day like it was my last. This isn't something my parents have taught me, (maybe a little, but not what I can recall), it's stuff I've caught up from books, movies, songs, the internet etc. I read a lot when I was little (still do) and I sort of formed after the characters in the books I read. When i read the Harry Potter books, for example, I was Hermione in my head. That's how I've always done, and what I always do. But I have to admit that the most stupid thing I've done is to build up a character that definitely isn't me. When I started 7th grade I had decided I would fit in. And how did I do that? Well, I hid my face under makeup, giggled a lot, dressed like all of the others and was just plain stupid. That's not how I am now. now I dress however I want to, I don't care about what people say about me behind my back, and I do not use makeup. Maybe sometime at a special occasion, but no, just no. And I make this sound like an autobiography. It's not going to be one of those. I just want you guys to stand up, be yourselves and fight for what you're believing in. Because everyday I see people who pretends to be someone they're not. And I know this because I know them. If I can do it, so can you. I have something (rather someone though, but still) to fight for. And I'm sure as hell gonna win that fight.
Thank you for the word.

There are days when life is perfect. And then there's the less perfect days when everything you do, see and hope seems pointless to bits. Those days when you just want to run away, hide in the hollow trunk of a tree and disappear without really knowing why. And I have no idea where I'm going with this, I swear. Sometimes I just talk complete nonsense. And I'm thinking of changing the design of this blog... and not because I use it that much, just to have something to do.
However, school starts Monday, I can't say I'm looking forward to it... Not since all these fights between me and a friend o'mine and all those people who steps on my nerves all the time will be there. I guess I just have to live with it. But, - yes, there's a "but" involved in all this too - before school starts I have one more camp to live through. The music camp. I'm not saying I want to go, I'm just going because my little sister still don't want to go there alone, so of course I have to be the big girl and stand up for her and go to that camp with her. And guess what. It ends on Sunday, school starts Monday. My life is a hell.
Anyways, this summer has been pretty awesome, the week with my girls made my life worth living again. Wish I could be with them all the time. Freja, Sibela, you guys are my world. But I have to pack. See you guys

Which Green Day Song Are You?

Green Day Quiz from Almost Hollywood!

Quizzes: Customer Engagement

You are "When I Come Around"! This song from Green Day's album Dookie was one of the band's first big hits. Just like the situations described in the song lyrics, you are someone who doesn't believe in whining and complaining about life. You also love to travel, but usually find yourself coming back to the same place where you began your journey. You don't believe in judging a book by its cover, and you live for the moment. Seize the day!

I dreamed the best dream ever tonight.
Dreamed that Green Day was in my town and played in the Arena. The first thing I remember is that I see Billie Joe behind the curtains on the stage, he's smiling a little my way. Then I realize I'm standing on the stage with an electric guitar in my hands, I gaze out over the crowd in front of the stage, they're screaming but I don't hear anything because I'm seeing everything in slow motion. I look to my left and there's Freja with a bass in her hands. I look back at Billie to see that Mike and Tré have joined him, all three is mouthing "go for it" and that's when I realize what I'm supposed to do up there. I glance back at Freja, who smiles and gives me a nod and things goes from slow motion mode to real speed mode, and Freja whispers "Let's fucking do this" and breaks into a bass solo. Before thinking I start playing the guitar and oh my god it sounds good. Then I just start singing into the microphone in front of me with Freja backing up the singing. We play a few songs and then without warning Billie Joe, Mike and Tré enters the stage and join us and we play the rest of the concert together, and after the whole thing Billie asks if Brainslush wants to follow the band around on tour, and I and Freja just stare at each other and then at Bille and practically scream "HELL YEAH!" and throw ourselves around Billie and the boys in joy. and that's when I woke up.
Best. Dream. EVER!

Btw, sorry for no updates in like... one month... but you have to understand that when Freja removed her blog I sort of lost the feeling for writing more... so I'll just write something sometime from now on, don't expect it to be too often

Just because this page is starting to get dusty..

Feels like I haven't written here for months... Not like it matters, though, i just know one (maybe two) people who reads this... Freja I love you girl. So it's almost summer now, and you can definitely feel it. It's warm outside, the green color is everywhere, the flowers are in bloom and there's absolutely love in the air. Yes Tova and Nils, I'm talking about the two of you. And I'll still be alive tomorrow since you don't read this.
Mom is asking me all the time if I feel okay, because obviously I look pale... YEY! But she thinks I'm sick because I called her this morning 'cause I felt sick and my ear hurt.
And now I'm like "OMGEE!!! RAY'S HAIR IN THE "THE GHOST OF YOU" VIDEO! *points*". And Gee is strangling the microphone in the "famous last words" video. *melts*
FREJA! you have to continue the fanfic or I'll steal a firetruck and drive down to Czech rep. and kidnap you! And my computer says that "omgee" isn't a word... IT'S A WORD!! Just as much as Gerard red is a color! Live with it.
okay why is the girl next door in here?! *Paranoia*
Johan is in France... I'm jealous... And mom is humming along with "romance" by mcr... it sort of freaks me out...
Got 180 points on the English test... Of 200 possible points... I'm sort of disappointed... So now I'm annoying mom and dad with mcr songs, and dad says they're just making noise and that it's not music... I threw a mitten on him... HE SAYS GEE IS PATHETIC!!!! now I'm going to make life sour for him... see you later guys.

It's NOT supposed to snow in may..

It's snowing... Or well, it was... I'm too scared to look out of the window because it was fucking snowing earlier and it scared the life out of me... Snow is scary... It's out to get me... *shooting scared looks around me*... IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO SNOW IN MAY! I'm okay with rain and hail, but SNOW?! No thank you!
Been watching MCR videos all morning *blinks a few times*. I want to eat them... YUM! Okay.. maybe not. Don't take this blogpost seriously, I don't know if it's good for either me or you...

You know... You have something in you eye *poke*

Now i have to get going to school, Bye people (first I wrote "Poeple" xD)

damn rainbow...

I want a thunderstorm... BUT ALL I GET IS A FUCKING RAINBOW AND NO UNICORNS!!
*glares at the window*
Yes, Freja, you infected my brain with unicorns...
I want a thunderstorm for my birthday...
...that would be great...

Photos

So I've been taking some photos today because the book I ordered last Monday hasn't made it here yet -.-" So here's some of the pictures

Ida-Maria - The only girl in the world with mascara phobia

It might sound weird for a girl of my age, but I'm actually in some way scared of mascara (and all kinds of makeup). It's a bit weird, 'cause last year I couldn't live without it. It was somewhere around Halloween last year that I stopped using it. It felt unnecessary in some way. But now to my point: Last night was the final of a music competition, and a lot of people I know were in it. It was also a disco so I made my hair wavy. Or well, I didn't, mom helped me, it's not as easy as it seems. And when my hair was done my mom handed me a mascara. My gaze went from the mascara to my mom with an expression that probably said "ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY???!!!". Then she just sighed and said "Come on, Ida. You're going out, it's okay to wear it then." And after a lot of hesitation I put it on and made a mental note NOT to put on eyeliner too. But sure as hell, somehow the eyeliner just ended up in my hand and I put that on too. I know that if I put on mascara, for example, I can't stop putting on other kinds of makeup too, and then I'll end up like I-don't-know-what.

Anyways, the music final was amazing, everyone was awesome. There were five competitors from my class. Hannes - who played all alone, And Sandra, Freddie, Nils and Louise (and Moa, she's not in my class, but she was awesome anyways)- who played together as a group. There were four other groups too, and the winner won 5000 Swedish kronor (SeK). Hannes won, and I'm really happy for that, he deserved it. I have to admit, the first time he played his song I almost cried. It was beautiful.

Now there's just three days to go to my fifteenth birthday. I can't say I'm actually longing for it... I wouldn't mind staying fourteen for another year. I don't like getting older... It just feels like time goes so fast after you're thirteen. I'm not sure I like it. But on some level I have to say it's a little fun with all the presents and stuff. But a real birthday present would be if Silverstein came to Sweden on tour, but we all know that with my luck, that's never going to happen...

bye people

concert

It's been a busy day today, I'm exhausted. I woke up at 0830, showered, fixed the concert clothes and did some other stuff. Then mom was my angel and drove me to school. Then we rehearsed... and rehearsed... and rehearsed... and then we had a break and were allowed to go and buy something to eat. I, Hannes, Sara, Sandra and Louise went to a pizzeria and bought pizza (YUM!). Then we got back and all the doors were locked so we couldn't get into the assembly hall. Lucky us the weather was rather beautiful. Then the concert with Magnus Rosén and us started and it went great. Like I said, I'm exhausted. I should go to sleep... I'm practically already sleeping... But I'm hungry... and I'm listening to Silverstein... On second thoughts I AM exhausted and I have a concert tomorrow too around 10.00 or 11.00, so, NIGHT PEOPLE!

<3

Paaaaiiin....

My arms hurts... And my legs do too... I've been cycling back and forth from (the music)school all day with my violin on my back (in the violin box of course -.-").
First when I cycled to school, because I have violin lessons during my free hour.
Second when I cycled home from school. No wait, I walked more then half of the way... Hannes was walking and we were going (almost) in the same direction so we walked together.
Third when a friend of mine called me and told me the meeting had started, and I was like "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??!!" and it turned out I had a meeting to go to and I had totally forgotten about that... Perfeeeeect... so I threw myself on my bicycle and took off (with the violin because I didn't know how much time that meeting would take and I had orchestra later)
Fourth when I realized it was an hour left before the orchestra after the meeting and cycled home again. Then mom offered to drive me to the music school in time for the orchestra and I happily accepted that offer.

So school today was kind of fun, actually, except for the part when I made a complete fool of myself and sang (pretty loud...) when I shouldn't have in choir... I swear I was as red as a tomato... God, that was embarrassing... Anyways, I scared the crap out of Shannon *applause*.
We're doing this concert with the (ex) bassist of Hammerfall Magnus Rosén, so today we rehearsed a lot since the concert(s) is this Thursday and Friday. I'll talk about that some other time, I need to study.
Bye all!

You'll never get to work

I have the slightest feeling that Freja's computer right now is being thrown out from her window... and I got a mail with this picture and I nearly laughed my ass off xD

me and headlines you know, we don't go well together...

For some reason I looked up the violin music sheets for Vittorio Monti's "Csárdás" ( http://open.spotify.com/track/6NuF3YXK07K9dfGzA3Jm10 ) and printed it. I know, it's way out of my lead but I really like that song and it will be fun to have something to work with (for like, the next 20 years).
Anyways, the weather outside is incredibly warm and sunny, and I'm still in front of my computer. But for your information I can tell you that I'm playing the violin like crazy (not right now, right now I'm writing this). I really should practice the songs we play in the symphony orchestra since we're going to Denmark the 5th of May (the day after my birthday), but I don't feel like it. Still, I have to... So maybe I should... I know that fifteen minutes later I will be playing to the music of MCR or Green Day or something like that, it's much more fun to play rock music... However, I should get back to practice so see you guys later :)

I'm a tree hugger... right...

My parents, my cousins' parents and my grandmother are talking about how the wolves are in Sweden and that they are doing wrong all the time and such. I'm the only one of 6 people who are really defending the wolves and fighting for their right. After a while mom told me and the others that "you know what I think? I think Ida is going to be a tree hugger who chains herself to a tree to fight for nature", whereupon all the other laughed while I thought that "well... why not?". But I'm not going to stop fighting for the wolves, live with it.

No idea what to write here...

The weather outside is beautiful, and I'm still inside, in front of my computer. Well that's just great. Okay, don't judge me, I've been making some space on the memorycard to my camera so I can take some new pictures. Actually, that's what I'm going to do now. Maybe I'll paste them here later.
Bye for now

Hello

Hey, my name is Ida-Maria (aka. Idya). Yeah I know, great way to start this blogthingy, isn't it? Anyways, I'm soon-to-be 15 years old - my birthday is may 4th, in eleven days from now. I live in Sweden in a little town called Vänersborg, and I don't have a clue why you need to know that. Music is basically my life, I play the violin, the guitar and a lot other instruments, but guitar and violin are what I can play best. And I sing. I'm in 8th grade, in a musicclass, that means that we work more with music than other classes. When it comes to listening to music I listen to rock/metal/emo/screamo/punk (Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Silverstein and a lot of othe bands), and when it comes to writing music I don't really know what genre you would choose to give my songs, maybe we will find out one day. But anyways, I think that was it.

Bye

Freja, you have to help me with the design and stuff, I don't get it -.-"