Thursday, October 6, 2011


Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?



Oh look at that... Isn't that lovely. I don't think Slytherins are that bad, I like green and I'm pretty fond of snakes. Can't say I don't agree. Now I have to clean up that mess beside me... WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW MY CLOTHES OUT ON THE FLOOR?!

Monday, August 29, 2011

APPLES!

I'm going to try to write here more often... Try was the word. Anyways, I changed the design a little. I'm happy with it so I hope it'll work for a while.
Here comes some unnecessary info: I've eaten around 4 apples today. Why? I don't know why. Guess I wanted them... And I want to kill my gmail account. And that, my darlings, is because I hate it. And everytime I log on to this blog that fucking little gmail address is in the right corner of my screen, mocking me for the idiotic mind I had in 6th grade. If someone could tell me how to change it (or delete it and replace it with another one..) I'd be forever thankful. Now you all wonder what the gmail address is, don't you? -.-" Well, we're not having that fun. Deal with it.
Oh yeah, I dropped my phone today too. It fell out of the pocket on the stomach of my shirt and hit the floor with a loud "KRSHSH". Now the vibration won't work. What a joy. Taking it to some kind of phone clinic in town tomorrow, it isn't far from my school and I have a free hour, so all I have to do is hope for them being able to fix it, because IT'S FUCKING DRIVING ME CRAZY.
Anything else I have to tell you except for the fact that my guitarteacher changed the strings on my guitar today and I sort of might've had a I'M-GOING-TO-KILL-YOU!-moment? Yeah, let's just say I hadn't eaten anything since around 12.00 that morning, and the guitar lesson was at 17.10. So my head was a bit of a mess. Hoooowever... I think I'm gonna kill some time with the little detail in life we call sleeping, but first I'm gonna read. Hell I'm going to read, I fucking love this book. Thank you, JW (yep, that's your name here. sounds kind of cool, doesn't it? JW. yup, me like ;) for
indroducing the Bartimaeus Trilogy into my life.

G'night my little monsters <3

Sunday, August 28, 2011

this is NOT an autobiography...

During my 15 year old lifetime I've learned to fight for what I believe in, fight for my dreams and live every day like it was my last. This isn't something my parents have taught me, (maybe a little, but not what I can recall), it's stuff I've caught up from books, movies, songs, the internet etc. I read a lot when I was little (still do) and I sort of formed after the characters in the books I read. When i read the Harry Potter books, for example, I was Hermione in my head. That's how I've always done, and what I always do. But I have to admit that the most stupid thing I've done is to build up a character that definitely isn't me. When I started 7th grade I had decided I would fit in. And how did I do that? Well, I hid my face under makeup, giggled a lot, dressed like all of the others and was just plain stupid. That's not how I am now. now I dress however I want to, I don't care about what people say about me behind my back, and I do not use makeup. Maybe sometime at a special occasion, but no, just no. And I make this sound like an autobiography. It's not going to be one of those. I just want you guys to stand up, be yourselves and fight for what you're believing in. Because everyday I see people who pretends to be someone they're not. And I know this because I know them. If I can do it, so can you. I have something (rather someone though, but still) to fight for. And I'm sure as hell gonna win that fight.
Thank you for the word.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

There are days when life is perfect. And then there's the less perfect days when everything you do, see and hope seems pointless to bits. Those days when you just want to run away, hide in the hollow trunk of a tree and disappear without really knowing why. And I have no idea where I'm going with this, I swear. Sometimes I just talk complete nonsense. And I'm thinking of changing the design of this blog... and not because I use it that much, just to have something to do.
However, school starts Monday, I can't say I'm looking forward to it... Not since all these fights between me and a friend o'mine and all those people who steps on my nerves all the time will be there. I guess I just have to live with it. But, - yes, there's a "but" involved in all this too - before school starts I have one more camp to live through. The music camp. I'm not saying I want to go, I'm just going because my little sister still don't want to go there alone, so of course I have to be the big girl and stand up for her and go to that camp with her. And guess what. It ends on Sunday, school starts Monday. My life is a hell.
Anyways, this summer has been pretty awesome, the week with my girls made my life worth living again. Wish I could be with them all the time. Freja, Sibela, you guys are my world. But I have to pack. See you guys

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Which Green Day Song Are You?



You are "When I Come Around"! This song from Green Day's album Dookie was one of the band's first big hits. Just like the situations described in the song lyrics, you are someone who doesn't believe in whining and complaining about life. You also love to travel, but usually find yourself coming back to the same place where you began your journey. You don't believe in judging a book by its cover, and you live for the moment. Seize the day!

Thursday, June 2, 2011


I dreamed the best dream ever tonight.
Dreamed that Green Day was in my town and played in the Arena. The first thing I remember is that I see Billie Joe behind the curtains on the stage, he's smiling a little my way. Then I realize I'm standing on the stage with an electric guitar in my hands, I gaze out over the crowd in front of the stage, they're screaming but I don't hear anything because I'm seeing everything in slow motion. I look to my left and there's Freja with a bass in her hands. I look back at Billie to see that Mike and Tré have joined him, all three is mouthing "go for it" and that's when I realize what I'm supposed to do up there. I glance back at Freja, who smiles and gives me a nod and things goes from slow motion mode to real speed mode, and Freja whispers "Let's fucking do this" and breaks into a bass solo. Before thinking I start playing the guitar and oh my god it sounds good. Then I just start singing into the microphone in front of me with Freja backing up the singing. We play a few songs and then without warning Billie Joe, Mike and Tré enters the stage and join us and we play the rest of the concert together, and after the whole thing Billie asks if Brainslush wants to follow the band around on tour, and I and Freja just stare at each other and then at Bille and practically scream "HELL YEAH!" and throw ourselves around Billie and the boys in joy. and that's when I woke up.
Best. Dream. EVER!

Btw, sorry for no updates in like... one month... but you have to understand that when Freja removed her blog I sort of lost the feeling for writing more... so I'll just write something sometime from now on, don't expect it to be too often

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Just because this page is starting to get dusty..


Feels like I haven't written here for months... Not like it matters, though, i just know one (maybe two) people who reads this... Freja I love you girl. So it's almost summer now, and you can definitely feel it. It's warm outside, the green color is everywhere, the flowers are in bloom and there's absolutely love in the air. Yes Tova and Nils, I'm talking about the two of you. And I'll still be alive tomorrow since you don't read this.
Mom is asking me all the time if I feel okay, because obviously I look pale... YEY! But she thinks I'm sick because I called her this morning 'cause I felt sick and my ear hurt.
And now I'm like "OMGEE!!! RAY'S HAIR IN THE "THE GHOST OF YOU" VIDEO! *points*". And Gee is strangling the microphone in the "famous last words" video. *melts*
FREJA! you have to continue the fanfic or I'll steal a firetruck and drive down to Czech rep. and kidnap you! And my computer says that "omgee" isn't a word... IT'S A WORD!! Just as much as Gerard red is a color! Live with it.
okay why is the girl next door in here?! *Paranoia*
Johan is in France... I'm jealous... And mom is humming along with "romance" by mcr... it sort of freaks me out...
Got 180 points on the English test... Of 200 possible points... I'm sort of disappointed... So now I'm annoying mom and dad with mcr songs, and dad says they're just making noise and that it's not music... I threw a mitten on him... HE SAYS GEE IS PATHETIC!!!! now I'm going to make life sour for him... see you later guys.